went orchard with joann, jr n fanny ytd
sleepyhead angie didn't come ><
hmm, actually i was late too.
haha.

lunch-ed at billy bombers @ cineleisure.
fanny gav me e wrong direction,
in e end i went towards e opposite direction
lol.

had waffle with ben n jerry :)
after that jus walked around.
went ion,isetan den wisma's starbucks.
hmm, nw den realise that there's actually food sampling!

i like dango :}

haha.
goin with jolene tml again ;D
yay!


oh ya, watch paranomal activity on mon at jolene's hse.
front part quite boring though
but i tink overall, it was scary
still feel a little eerie when i think bck.
played mj too.
BBQ on sat ;D
i wonder how attendance will be like
haha

goin prawn-fishin too!
before e BBQ
lookin forward to it :]








{future is unpredictable.}

lately hav been pw..pw..n pw.
but it's all gonna end by nxt mon!
yay.
finally.

had a great lunch ;D
haha.
got drenched todae,on my way to lorong chuan station.
was totally wet.
bought a pair of shoes.
purple colour :D

received bad news after that.
i think that's why e rain came abt.
damm dejected nw.
tink u'll only start to really cherish when u're gonna lose it.
i guess that's human's nature.

nth i can do.
jus hope that there's miracle.
which i believe there is.
miracle,miracle,MIRACLE!
PLS APPEAR.

shldn't giv up nw.
though e results were alrdy fixed,
i shld fight for it.
YES.
I'LL JUS DO THAT.

long time since i update ._.

kushin-bo :














A lvl chinese todae.
hmm, only thing i can say - it's not that easy.
while some people told me that it was damm easy =0
wad can i do??
it's all over alrdy.
lol.
i slept during e paper as usual =_=
sigh.diffcult to get rid of this bad habit.
really nid to get rid of it.



yfc is goin on as per normal, jus that e weather changes randomly.
pw is like... omg.
i jus dun like it.
eh..i doubt anyone will like it lor.
my grp presentation is on 9 nov.
i think it was gd to be on e 1st dae.
at least to me.
haha.


sometimes things seems beyond hope, sometimes it seems that it's all under control,i think i jus hav to accept them.

argh.
beyond control.
lol

hmm, contradicting huh.
haha.
i guess i jus nid more confidence n courage ;D



yay! there's no assembly tml.

after my 2 daes break..
and, sch gonna resume tml.
so that means PW gonna start.
we gonna hav PW weekSSS.
lol.

johnsee ask me go watch.
indeed. it was really funny ;D
hahaha.







found this when too!
this one damm nice.
hahaha.




suddenly got e urge to continue my violin lessons which i stop before promos.
but, not enough time.
argh.
hmm, i miss band too.
miss playing french horn.
wonder how diff will i be if i had join band.
really miss e gd old daes that i rush to e band rm,
and daes which i practice my pieces over n over again..


hmm.
went compass test.oh n i saw nyjc seniors too.
erm, i tink was diffcult lor
aircon also very cold ><





{ life's made up of choices, isn't it ?? }

hellos ;D
finally after promos!
last paper ended todae.


my b'dae last mth
celebration with family. went for hokkaido buffet :)

















celebrated with my frens too!

went jurong point.
had ramen and cut my cake at some corner of jp.
strawberry shortcake!







so nice of them!

hahaha, featuring my favs presents!

tadaa..


frm precious thots and a plane necklace =}



cute domo.still got jazlyn's voice in it.





after phy paper,
went marina sq with my class ;D
lunch at seoul garden, followed by bowling.
den roam ard, sat at e staircase.
after that walk to singapore river, den to esplanade.
left with angie to meet they all at ard 6.



trying to take projectile motion images.lol.











totally in luv with this domo.
so cute rite??!!

ICHIBAN gathering.












awesome conversation and angie's picturesss XD

hahaha.
hmm.
i've decided.
to create a FACEBK ACC.
so to view angie's unglam{opps!} photos.
she's damm cute.
hahaha.



sortie's on tml.compass on thurs.
haha.
hope everything goes well!
{i wan PPL leh.but..how to ??!}

left 6 more daes to promos.
haha
jus realise, tink will get promoted one, coz jus pass 2 h2 n gp
worry too much
lol

went for sortie 8 again this morning.
;D not too bad luh.
weather was quite okay too.
went mapas that dae.
took cab there with coursemates.
haha.
took a bus bck though.
e test was long .
so many components.
haa.

orh.
ya, i cut my hair.
damm damm damm short nw.
wanted bob with those slanted-kind-of side, but ..
i tink it came out lookin weird luh.


mum's b'dae on thurs :D

went out to celebrate!











gonna do lots of phy n math papers to prepare!

yay! study break on wed n thurs ._.
can finally stay home n study e whole dae.
so tried after sch, everytime fall asleep ><
in e end nv do anything.




{ my new skin! haha. wah, ris low convicted of credit card fraud.}

went to sleep after goin yfc early in e morning.
screwed up todae.
argh.
i guess i'm jus not a morning person.
extremetly blur and not sharp at all.
total disappointment.


i'm starting to realise.
i'm really not an arts person.
can nv score in gp n econs.
starting to doubt my intelligence..
it's jus not in me.

life lately hav been quite demanding.
but ris low stuffs we've been talking abt made me feels, at least..
at least a little bit better.

12 more daes to promos.
N i failed my recent econs test.
i did damm badly, i think i'm jus cut out for it or sth.
only passed once out of all e econs tests.
mayb i chose e wrong subject??!
it's that bad that my teacher ask me to go for consultation.
jus makes me feels that...
i'm at e very 'dangerous zone'
since it's that near to promos.


sigh.
feels like a swimmer wanting to get to its destination..
but somehow, no matter how hard i try to swim,
i'm either still stuck at e position or goin bckwards.
had this kind of thing goin in my head when i was on my way home jus nw.

jus as i thought i've made e wrong choice.
some things like frens and ppl i've met make me feels otherwise.
argh :\
i guess that's life then.


rants.
haha.
jus helpin myself.
though not feeling better by a lot.
jus ignore me luh.





{life is not a game, but a journey of experiences to learn from and enjoy}
i get the learn part.
enjoy?

haha.
tink i shld first try to put my mistakes behind me.
n STOP dwelling on them.

updateee for this week~
haha,
sept hols.
hmm, revision is going at a really really slow rate.
2 more weeks left to promos.
mus buck up alrdy.
red warning alert!

oh ya, i passed phase 1 of yfc alrdy ;D
nw waiting for sortie 8.
coming up nxt will be mapas n compass test.
mapas test is this mth, compass is nxt mth.

argh.
it's really soon.
n everything is like clamp tgt.
shall try to find out more abt mapas n compass test.
compass is 5 hrs?!

went for lecture on mon.
wah, a math dae man.
had math lecture for like ard 2.5+ hrs, den after that got tutorial.

study with yy n kw at RP on wed.
quite efficient la.
but i slp till very late =/

shall study tonite!



haas.

1sept!
happy teachers' dae ;D

went bck to riverside ytd.
lot of ppl went bck too.
we only went to see 1 teacher,
den went to eat after that.

random pic ...
was quite bored in sch.







angie.


angie again ! :)


new building. sth like indoor sports complex if i'm not wrong.




guess which one is mine??
haha.


looks like everyone stay e same.
but some got really huge changes !
lol.
couldn't recognise them.

so now i hav got ard 30 daes to promos.
n there's phy lecture test tml!
i noe i gotta study.
haiz.
i guess i jus nid more motivation.

at first everything's goin quite smoothly,
but somehow a little bit off track nw.
argh.
gotta fix them bck.
i'm really lookin forward to e hols.
hahaha.

suppose to finish phase 1 todae.
somehow, i'm still 1 sortie away.
haiz.
see! everything is goin haywire.






{gosh.i think i did sth wrong.or is it that i worry too much?! wad to do??! }

long time since i updated.
lots of stuffs coming up nxt week.
phy SPA, econs lecture tests, math 55mins class test.
ard 1 mth to promos alrdy.
i only revise a little bit.
haiz.
tue n thurs end so late,
by e time i reach home.
only got time to do assignments leh.

flew sortie 4 ytd :)
not very gd though.
haiz.
gosh, 2 more sorties den will hav to decide i can stay on a not.
damm stress nw.
nw waiting for my sim 4.




{worry is rust upon the blade. It is not movement that destroys the machinery, but friction}

jus realise there's only ard 46 daes left to promos!
=0

i m not even half way done with my revision.
lol.
as usual,went yfc for lessons.
orh,canteen is operating for e last dae.
that means no food for subsequent lessons' break..

oh ya, sortie 1 was quite okay.
but,blank out once during rt calls.
i tink practice makes perfect.
hahaha.
nxt sortie's on tue.
mus faster coz i'm like laggin behind alrdy.
quite a lot of ppl done their sortie 2,some goin do their 3rd one alrdy!
eh, but i book like everydae except for thurs leh.

saw nicole who is in 170.
they r fast!
takin e ground exams this week.some even hav sim 2 alrdy.


i was thinking whether i shld stay for nite study on mon..
haiz.

still nid plan for judo farewell.
hmm, still preparin e farewell gifts.
argh, running out of time alrdy!

my to-do list is damm damm long now ;D




{Who aims at excellence will be above mediocrity; who aims at mediocrity will be far short of it.}
argh.
i tink it makes sense :)

went study at RP on sun.
pretty inefficient though.
lol.

heard that cca goin end by this term,
haha.
i can use e time to study alrdy ;D
really nid to catch up.

oh ya.
had a outing todae ;)
with angie,yong lin,shu hui,junrong,joann n fann.
watch UP in 3D
1st time i watch leh.
hmm, i tot e specs can take home one -.-
but den cannot.
jun rong say got some tab on e specs.
haha.
e movie quite nice :D
let's hav another outing again after promos !
hah.


orh.
yay!
sortie's on fri.






{We are what we repeatedly do. Excellence,therefore,is not an act but a habit.}

participated in e captain ball on fri.
cuz, not enough ppl.
haha.
went for sortie after that.
but cancelled due to weather.

argh.
haze and stuffs.
i nid a weather doll!!
lol.
mayb it'll help ;D

hmm,
went for prata after yfc on sat.
tink we order a little bit too much?!
haha.




btw..


happy b'dae s'pore!
44th year alrdy :)

hmm, this yr ndp parade not really nice though.







{Life is 10% what you make it, and 90% how you take it}

yay!
national dae celebration lter.
hmm, practically do nth la ;D
lol.
mayb goin for e movie screening.

hav make up lectures after e celebration frm 1130 to 1.
haiz.
hmm, didnt participate in any carnival games.
tot goin get sortie for 1st wave.
in e end got e last wave.
hmm, so will be goin lter :)

hope it doesn't rain.




opps.
nid to go sch alrdy.
argh.
it's slightly late.



{Do not let what you cannot do interfere with what you can do }

morning !
haha.
didnt blog this early before :)

woke up quite early,
to finish up my chem file.
nw like a little sleepy alrdy.
but nid to set off to sch soon.
todae starts at 730 am.
argh.
wanted to go practice external checks lter in e afternoon.
but got pt n seems like no one's free.
lol.

nvm.

submitted our grp EOM alrdy.
hmm, not sure about e individual one though.

ard 57 daes to promos?!
i guess so.
i've been procastinating.
argh.



off i go to sch ;D


{It hurts to find out that what you wanted doesn't match what you dreamed it would be. }

went for prize presentation for judo ytd ;D
at hougang sec.
watch e finals.
finals was nice :)
went bck sch for training that.

ended sch at 230 on this mon!
was so happy.
haha, new timetable end rather late everydae.
except for week A mon n both fri.
haha


A random photo taken on mon.hah, my awesome classmates :D

arhh! my hair looks so short o.o

jus woke up frm a nap.
argh.overslept.

hmm, got to go study.
chem test's tml!
fri got math lecture test.
still got pw.
hmm, tink i shld go pw 1st.
since it's due by tml too.

sim's on fri :]
need go read through lter.
tink no time tml to go thrg everything.




{got training tml! n mus use these lecture tests to pull up my grade!}

orh.
forget update abt this.
haha.
hmm,watch harry potter n e 0.5 blood prince last sat :)
quite exciting, but not really up to wad i expect..

A division was ytd.
we got BRONZE ;)
haha.
it jus came to me that it's not easy.
n we nid to buck up for nxt yr.
time's running out ><

went for yfc lessons todae.
ground sch exams,mentoring n OM review.
jus realised that it's hard to find time for flights n stuffs.
nid to learn n rmb everything :D
hmm, shld try to see if i can make any arrangements.
scared i cannot catch up leh.

YAY. pw WR version 2 finally submitted ytd ;D
but still nid continue to do till perfect.
den still got EOM.


me n jasmine.while waiting for e competition.


hmm, at this rate i won't be able to mug.
except on sun.
nid manage my time properly ;D
shall start preparin for promos.






{There is never enough time to do everything, but there is always enough time to do the most important thing.}

much had happened.
lol.
haiz, results not very gd ..
jus realised that a lvl mt listening comprehension is nxt week.

hmm, took my oral a fews daes bck.
not very diffcult ;D
but i got stuck somewhr when reading e passage.


pw is like never ending -.-
why on earth do we hav pw?..
i wonder.
lol









{ omg.i m in A div?! well, i nid to be FASTER! }

out of random, our sch gav out ice cream ytd.
hmm,i wonder why. ;D
haha.
some random pictures..




random pic.






i like her specs :) haha.






our grp finish gp on thurs, so actually hav nth to do on fri.
but i still nid stay on for LTC briefing at 12.
in e end went home quite late.
spent time with angie n jazlyn in e sch library.
n went out to eat after that ;D
great time tgt, hahaha.
lot of jokes.
lol.


omg. my phy ranking dropped like 154 -.-
gosh.
nid to mug for promos soon.


orh, judo gonna start nxt week.
n time table gonna resume.





{argh! normal life gonna resume.}

went straight to city hall frm sch.
right after pw.
hmm
had lunch at Azabu Sabo ;D
very nice !!
hmm, actually it was dinner la.
but den i nv eat lunch , so it's my lunch.
haha












anyway,after that, walk to esplanade for e concert.
to support jr n jo :)
so paiseh, we went to e wrong entrance with our tix -.-


hmm, i tink i m really tired.
on e verge of sleepin during e concert !
haiz.
tink these few daes not enough slp lor ><











saw miss chen.
chat with her for a while.
then, wanted to find our juniors, but den they disappeared straight away after e finale!
haiz.
yiyan n i were waiting for them leh 0.0

so other went home and both of us waited.
after a while decided to forget it.
lol.

after that, took mrt to marina bay den all e way bck to woodlands.
yiyan said she wanted to snack.
so, we went mac.
haha, ytd was our chatting session.
so long nv speak that much =0


hmm, reach home really really late, at ard 12++ am.
that's why todae i kept yawning during lectures.
hahs.











{ hey ;D u all sounded really nice! pity that u all cnt meet us after that.}

got bck chem n math papers alrdy.
erm, not too bad.
jus TOO MUCH below my expectations though -.-
will be getting bck others bck tml,
tink they will be better =0
since it's like phy n chinese!


went for sim 1 todae.
>< i was late.
haiz.
coz chem lecture drag like 15 mins?!!
rush over. den dun hav 103M.
called for transport in e end.
gosh, not too long after i called e ops, 103M CAME.
omg.
but i decided to wait for e van la.
coz perhaps e van had alrdy set off frm yfc.
lol.

was really late.
haiz.

haha, e uncle was driving really fast.
tink coz he noe i'm running late.
haha :) thks!

hmm, need to do pw written report.
shall chiong n faster finish.
;D









{i wonder when cca gonna resume ??? }

finally.
MYE 's over!
haha.
haiz.
i tink i m goin to get lousy grades.
lol.

still got a lot of things to do.





{results will be out by nxt week =0 }

a week since i updated ;D
hmm, nw in e midst of MYE.
argh, i'm so unprepared.
taken math ytd and econs todae.
hmm, didn't finish math,still left some parts not done.
haiz ><

for econs, tink case study was not very easy.
haha.
hmm, chem's tml.
that's e paper that i hav least confidence to do well.
lol.
hope everything goes well tml ;D

went for syfc orientation alrdy.
bruno's in my batch too!
i was shocked.
haha.
hmm, got a few ppl frm my interview too XD
great to see them!


orh,saw ernest todae outside ajisen.
wad a surprise!
haha.
den went in to eat.
hmm,only had ice cream :)



hmm, gotta read chem.









{gosh, so many cases of H1N1. will it get better??!! }

celebrated fathers' dae only ytd ;D
hmm, went to diff places too!
haha.




























hmm, went for meeting jus nw.
nid faster decide on e gifts._.
still haven complete my revision yet =0
gotta rush alrdy.

hmm, saw i tink i saw jolene jus nw in sch.
but she nv see me.
lol.

anyway, only left 5 more daes to MYE.
oh gosh, my GP ESSAY haven do yet!
700-800 words leh.
argh.







{too much distractions.haiz.}

ended e last practice at BPS todae.
hmm.

took some photos ;D

















trainings at BPS r awesome!
haha.
hmm, nxt time goin there will be like..next yr.
{tink will be able to rmb ur names by then, keep in contact :) }


grading's todae.
waiting time was like damm long ><
haha.
hmm, chat ard with ppl while waiting for irene's grading to finish which was after my grading.

after training, went bugis with irene n cheryl.
though nv find what we're looking for,we had a great time.
argh, i m sick of KFC CHICKEN now.
had e value meal @ bugis,shared with cheryl n irene.
then, omg.
after i came bck.
my mum takeaway KFC.
0.0

it's a KFC dae n worse,diet plan disrupted AGAIN =0
lol.



finally everything ended---SO..
i SHALL get started.
REALLY soon, for my revision.
i wonder whether i've got enough time or not.
lol.
tink i shld start asap instead of thinking of these qns?!
haha,gotta really start.




{trgs are fun! great time training with u'all ;D }

hmm, todae's not productive at all.
haha, didn't do anything pratically.
went judo training in e morning till ard 145,
den eat seoul garden with irene they all.
my diet plan is disrupted again =0

but i tink still okay la.
went gym with keewei.
cycle :)

trying hard to rmb e grading syb in japanese ><
haha.
hmm, why some of those names sounds like food?!
lol.

nw is kyu 6th to kyu 5th.
hmm, hope can get higher kyu ;D
haha.


gotta do lots of stuff tml.
hmm, goin swim in e morning, with fanny.
den nid go bind e yfc booklet/guide,
86 pages leh.
dun wan it to become 'messy' .

hmm, still nid make a trip to popular.
and to sheng siong(i think i spell it wrongly.)
to buy WATERMELON ;D


haha.
hmm, target for tml is to finish studying chem.
go!



erm,wad's sortie 1 huh?

{hmm, there's height and weight taking after hols.argh.}

met up with joann, jun rong, fanny, yiyan ,yong lin, angie n keewei that dae.
;D
so long nv see them.
haha.
lunch @ seoul garden,
followed by movie.
watched 'ghosts of girlfren past'
so funny XD

after that roam ard,den sat dwn at mac.
hmm, went gym with kee wei n yiyan after that.


oh ya!
i received e email to dae!
i'm now in batch 169!
haha
so glad that i got in.
orh, kee wei's in my batch too :)




wet weather.hmm,wanted to go jog ><

hmm.gotta start revision!!
argh, only 2 weeks left.

woah!
so long since i updated.
haha.
hmm, shall blog abt e recent judo outing then !
didn't take much photos.
lol.coz phone not with me all e time.

though not everyone went.it's still fun ~
i LUV those sand!!!
;D













hmm, it's e 2nd week alrdy.
i've still not finish my revision .
argh.
still got pw.
><
tml still got econs remedial.
i scared i fail my econs =0


gosh.
nicole got her reply frm SYFC.
:0 whr's mine??!!
hmm, she said she got rejected.
that's means ..
her info's she told me that time is not reliable.
so there's a chance i got rejected too.
but then, why e letter/card haven come~~~






{i wanna go swimming.i wanna learn how to skate!}

hmm, much had happened lately.
lol.
for kyu grade, managed to stay till 3rd round.
lol.

got back my physics test.
31/40
not gd =.=

haiz.

mus study hard for mid-yrs.

hmm, holidaes will be damm packed.
hmm, tml still got LTC ;D


GP paper still okay i guess??!
hope i can pass la ;0




{huh.nobody's in e same batch wif me leh !}

YAY.
get all 5 pts for my NAPFA 5 stations ;D
haha.
jus came bck frm NAPFA.
lol.
had lunch with angie ;D


hmm,
nicole told me SYFC accepted me alrdy.
i'm still waiting for their email.
i wanna be in same batch with her leh~
haha.
hmm,wonder whether kee wei is in e same batch...

kyu grade's on nxt sun.
>< i'm damm nervous.
haa.
jus hope that nth goes wrong.






{just nid to find the right style.the right way.the right path.N i think i've found it.
hope this is the right one ;D }