Saturday, September 19, 2009,
went to sleep after goin yfc early in e morning.
screwed up todae.
argh.
i guess i'm jus not a morning person.
extremetly blur and not sharp at all.
total disappointment.
i'm starting to realise.
i'm really not an arts person.
can nv score in gp n econs.
starting to doubt my intelligence..
it's jus not in me.
life lately hav been quite demanding.
but ris low stuffs we've been talking abt made me feels, at least..
at least a little bit better.
12 more daes to promos.
N i failed my recent econs test.
i did damm badly, i think i'm jus cut out for it or sth.
only passed once out of all e econs tests.
mayb i chose e wrong subject??!
it's that bad that my teacher ask me to go for consultation.
jus makes me feels that...
i'm at e very 'dangerous zone'
since it's that near to promos.
sigh.
feels like a swimmer wanting to get to its destination..
but somehow, no matter how hard i try to swim,
i'm either still stuck at e position or goin bckwards.
had this kind of thing goin in my head when i was on my way home jus nw.
jus as i thought i've made e wrong choice.
some things like frens and ppl i've met make me feels otherwise.
argh :\
i guess that's life then.
rants.
haha.
jus helpin myself.
though not feeling better by a lot.
jus ignore me luh.
{life is not a game, but a journey of experiences to learn from and enjoy}
i get the learn part.
enjoy?
haha.
tink i shld first try to put my mistakes behind me.
n STOP dwelling on them.
7:42 PM